the floodgates officially opened today.
been walking around as if nothing happened.
but today.. i just let go when ying jiun
hugged me haha.. i think she was shocked:p
even i was shocked. lol why am i like this?
dunno.. thanks ying jiun for being there for me.
and lynette ong n lynette yuan haha!
and felicia, brenda, nichola who gave me
encouragement cards and a lolly:D
i am so touched man.. really..
but yeah now im okay.
i have to be okay for tomorrow..
i think all i can do is to give my all.

today it's raining so hard!
dunno wad got into me..
was walking back home then it suddenly rained on me..
it felt kind of good.. so i just continued walking..
and i almost reached my block when i fell down
cos it was slippery..
yeah so i just sat there in the rain weeping
until the pain went off
and then trudged back home..
soaking wet.. omg the feeling was so damn horrible..
i felt kind of helpless..
hai im really very pathetic..
fall down also cry..
hello~ im supposed to act my age..
which is to swallow the pain,
pretend im okay.
put a band aid on my knee
cos it was bleeding a little..
damn im so scared of blood..
esp if it's my own blood
[when bleed unnecessarily lah!]

lucky my mother not at home.
whew.

wad an eventful day.
i learnt: when i fall down, cry a little, then pick myself up.



**tml is the day when class 4e1 will do well.**